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Art depression is hitting me hard. While colored pencils are nice I'm sick as hell of of the inferiority complex they're giving me, nevermind my thoughts on my age again. Essentially I feel like 'I'm 20 and my stuff will never be good enough at this rate.', sure there are tons of people in the school I'm easily better than who are my age or older though at the same time there are those at school(and online who I interact with) who are just so much better it makes me want to... I don't know really. First response is nearly always PRACTICE UNTIL MY FINGERS FALL OFF AND MY WRISTS ARE PUDDY! yet that's normally followed by more 'bawwwwwww' which is downright pathetic. Ugh. *storms off to sharpen more pencils*